Queens Crushed by Backdoor Flush (tourney)

BAD BEAT

I recently gave a beat similar to this, but not nearly as bad in my opinion. Surprisingly, I'm just an 88% favorite pre-flop. It seems like I'd be further ahead, but not apparently. The flop worried me a little because that dumb spade showed-up. Nevertheless, I go up to 92% as a favorite.

Then another spade shows up which lowers me down to 80%. What's so maddening about this hand is that I finished 9th and a 7th place finish puts me in the money. I was definitely on tilt and called with KJ against the chip leader who was pretty tight the entire way and knocked me out with KK. That added insult to injury. The point is, never give up.